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Nicole's Story...

It is stated that the Shaman is a
"wounded healer" and is so in order to help others heal. (Basically, we understand the story of those we are
working on because many times we have been there once ourselves.) So, one might say the better healers are the ones
who have had and/or healed many of their own wounds before they work on yours... I guess that would make me well-qualified!
:-)
Readings to Share
It was the death of my first dog - Tia Maria that had me re-evaluating my life and allowed me to focus on
what mattered and it provoked me to ask bigger questions, like: "Who am I?" and "What am I here for?"
This lead me into becoming a Shaman Healer, then once I became a healer I womdered why my next dog (Mai Tai) would become
ill and why I couldn't 'save' him from death, then I realized that he was about to teach me the best lesson I
could ever have - he needed to die fr me to grow and learn! In his last week here in his physical body I realized that
he was here to teach me about many things: death, plant medicine, and reading the signs of nature. I watched as he passed
how he became open to "the light" and I went to the other side to call him and tell him he was a good boy.
I still cry when I tell (or write) this story because it was only when I called him from the other side that he was able to
go. He took a deep breath, wagged his tail and after 10 years as my best friend, left me! Now, it this wasn't
bad enough, I lost my 3rd dog (Sangria) after she would teach me my next lesson. She taught me about God! I now
live my every day thinking about all the gifts I have been taught by my canine friends and I live every day to honor them! After
all is said and done, at the end of the day I would call myself a "Spiritual Healer". I am not
Catholic, Jewish, Buddhist, or a member of any cult or religious affiliation. As far as my spiritual beliefs go - I
am spiritual! I believe it is important - VERY IMPORTANT - to be a spiritual person. I do not care what religion
you follow, but I am aware that some of my beliefs could infringe on your beliefs. But, what I do I do to the best of
my abilities and with the intent of healing as an end result. My belief is that everything
is energy and matter. I guess you could say that Einstein has been an influence for me! I look at your energetic
makeup and what's causing blocks energetically and where I can help free you from that disturbance. Massage, Yoga,
and Shamanic sessions all help with this all in their own unique ways. I read the opening of the Mayan Oracle
by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner and found the following in which I would like to share and it really nails
it for me, as it helps me explain a few things about my beliefs and my path and hopefully ignites something in you as well:
The
Mythic Call Once upon a time, a galactic council was called and a mythic call was sent out to countless
light beings: the children of the Sun, the angelic winged ones, the Sun runners, the rainbow warriors, and other luminous
ones from many star systems. This great circle of light beings gathered from a far and wide. At the appointed
nexus, the Love of the Spinning Galaxies, the Great Spirit, entered, gracing them all with celestial light and the following
words: "You are invited to incarnate upon a world where a great transformation will take place,"
began the Love of the Spinning Galaxies. "You who respond to this call will go to a place of planetary evolution
where the illusions of fear and separation are strong teachers. I am willing those with the needed talents and gifts
to act as my emissaries there, to lift and transform the frequencies of planet Earth. simply by embodying and anchoring love's
presence there. In this myth, you will be the creators of a new reality, the reality of the golden octave. The Love of the Spinning Galaxy continued: "On other journeys each of you has proven to be a "feeling
navigator," able to awaken your consciousness and align your heart to the promptings of pure love and compasssionate
service. As Sun runners and torch bearers, you have already demonstrated that you will hold the light high. And
so, I invite you to incarnate en masse among the tribes of Earth to assist Gaia and all her children in the transformation. "It is part of the plan that you will be veiled in forgetting," the Mystery of the Spinning Galaxies
went on. "However, as you remember the feeling of childlike innocence and trust, you will become the harmonic leavening
in this cycle of initiation for Earth. You will incarnate strategically, often in some of the most vibrationally dense
areas of the planet. To some, this illusion of separation from love may create feelings of hopelessness, lack of support,
and alienation. But embracing your humanness, your love will transform the depths of duality, and your light will quicken
the many. "Your participation on this quest is purly voluntary; however, this transformational shift
on Earth is very rare and precious. Should you choose to accept this mission, you will have the opportunity to catalyze
and sythesize all that you have been during many incarnations, receiving a rarely offered quantum leap in consciousness.
It is up to you to choose how you will dance with Terra Gaia and her children as she completes her ceremony of light! ...And so it was that the luminous beings who formed the countless alliances, federations, and councils of the
faithful of the stars chose to incarnate on planet Earth to assist in this crucial event, the awakening of the planetary dream.
There was even a fail-safe process built into the plan to awaken these beings from the illusion of separation and the veil
of forgetfulness that is so rife upon Earth. The luminous ones who would journey to Gaia's assistance agreed to
spark each other's remembrance. Thus, these star-seeded ones were encoded in many ways with sounds, colors, lights,
images, words, and symbols - a vibrational resonance that would assist them in remembering their commitment to the light.
It was agreed that these coded clues would appear everywhere: in visionary art and music, in penetrating looks, in speak and
feelings - all creating a deep yearning to awaken and become the embodiment of love. So it is
that you, the children of the Sun, are now being bathed in the waters of remembrance, prepared as rainbow warriors to fulfill
the promise of the new and ancient myth. By simply anchoring love's presence on Earth, you lovingly draw down the
mantle of the gods, sending waves of healing and love throughout Gaia's eagerly receptive body. As you emerge
in this time, your gifts awaken and empower others. Utilizing the tools of laughter, song, dance, humor, joy, trust,
and love, you are creating the powerful surge of transformation that will transmute the limitations of the old myth of duality
and separation, birthing the miracle of unity and peace on Earth. Utilize your gifts on behalf of Gaia. In a supernova of consciousness,
Gaia and her children will ascend in robes of light, forming a luminous light body of love, to be reborn amongst the stars!
The mythic call has been sounded. The great quest has begun. Awaken, rainbow warriors, Sun runners, luminous beings
fro the galactic alliances, federations, and councils! Ancient skywalkers, newly formed in this moment, stand in the
beauty and power of your true identity as love's gift to Gaia. Set aside self doubt. You are a divine child
of the Sun! Go where your heart draws you to share your great gifts. Surrender to the magic and the light.
The miracle will be manifested on Earth. Remember, we dance and sing for the One Heart!
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